This is part of my therapist’s admonition that I need to change my outlook. It’s like trying to retrain my mind. I’m trying to change from seeing a glass that’s half empty to just a glass.*
So, I’m trying to think about something positive.
Right now, I’m in the middle of growing some super-hot peppers. I’ve got some Tabasco peppers coming in, along with some habañeros and white habañeros. There are plenty of ghost peppers coming in. I also have two Carolina Reapers sprouting.
The Scorpions and Santa Fe’s aren’t coming in. That’s okay. I still have plenty of seeds. The weather is getting warmer in the coming days. I’ll wait another week and try to germinate some more indoors.
This is positive for a bunch of reasons. It’s the first time I’ve tried growing peppers. They require warmer temperatures to grow. Plus, many of the seeds I got weren’t in good condition. I have something akin to a green thumb.
*This isn’t as easy as it looks. The first paragraph took under a minute to write. The middle three took 15 minutes. This disclaimer took another couple of minutes. Most of my time was spent deleting statements negating positive ones. I didn’t realize how often and quick I do this.